Lost. Again.

I don´t know how you do it. Actually, I wouldn´t have thought it possible. It´s like... You snap your fingers and I´m lost. In confusion. Again. Really, why are you doing this to me? When I know you don´t give a damn anyways... I try not to care, like I used to. But it´s so much harder than I thought it would be. Time has passed by and I´m expected to act naturally. I don´t know if I will ever be able to do that. It´s just not possible... There are too many memories... And too many things in my head, still... Will they ever go away?


Ain't no words to say the way I feel
It's like a bad dream, but it's real
It seems like only yesterday
We were talkin' in the most familiar way

Now everybody knows the way I am
They all see right through my show
I aimed so high now I'm so low
I'm all dressed up, and I got nowhere to go

If God only knew, how I loved that man
I would have died for you, I guess he'll never understand
I loved you right or wrong, it was you all along
Heaven knows that it's true, hard as it's been
I'd do it all over again...