He said: I want some slashes to go with those long eye lashes

Eyes without a soul
you tell me nothing
You are lost, ice cold

and i look at you and i feel the fear coming back. slowly. creeping in on me. what do you want from me? i thought you left, i thought i was alone again. but now you´re back. to haunt me?

It´s just a thrill
It´s just breath control

heavy breathing and strong hands. i won´t let go. i can´t. i wanna stop destroying you but i can´t. cause secretly i wanna watch you loose control. the premise is original and unique. the story do have mass audience appeal. the potential is obvious.

I lifted away my hand
and tried to understand
It´s just breath control





I wanna strangle the stars for all they promised me

The night is over, and I can see again. I might have been blind from time to time. And now all I want is to close my eyes and go back to my dark cave of unknowingness.

I wanna reach my hand into the dark and feel
I wanna remember all my nightmares clear

The night is over, but am I yet awake? The nightmares are still hanging over my head and I scream as long and as loud as my lungs can bear. Not a sound, not a word. Trapped in the silence.

I wanna write my secret across your sky
I want the exact same thing, but different

The night is over, but I´m still here. Still in the same place, still hiding behind the same face. And I´ll stay here, being your secret hater, and trying to tell you the rules are still conflicted. And I´ll go somewhere beautiful and then I`ll die.

I want matches for when I´ll have to suddenly burn
I want you to watch when I go down in flames

Don't you think it's kind of cruel?

You keep me up all night thinking. Dreaming. Loving. Trying to let go of something I don't know what is.

My two door rocking rover bean-can is the only thing that reminds me of you

But it's there all the time in all I see and all I can think of and so are you. You're here there and everywhere, everywhere I go, every smile I see, I know you are there... But are you smiling back at me?

It's just my car broke down and mirrored both our lives

A mirror shattered, showing only pieces. Do they fit? Will they ever be glued back together?

I think I miss my metro, or maybe I just miss you

Maybe it's only you. It's all you. You, you, and nothing new. Nothing to do but keep myself together somehow. How do I live?

My tape-player was bust but it always played for you

My mind stopped working and my head started spinning and everything is broken. I stopped working but for you I can do anything and everything. I think.

Then you slapped me from the passenger seat

You're always there, but you're not there with me. But when you are, when you softly touch me or take a hold of my hand, everything seems to go away. And I can work again, with you. And my mind is clear but shaded, and my head spins faster but is still on top.

You're just my little blue bomb...

Did you find that cure for a broken heart?

Don´t know where to start
to mend a broken heart
too many pieces
I tore it all apart

Vonde tårer og følelsen av svik. Lyver, lyver ikke. Du tror. Jeg vet. Jeg skulle ønske du trodde meg. Jeg skulle ønske. Ønskedrøm? Ønsker at allting var lettere og magiske, mystiske tornadoer vasket vekk alt vondt. Knust glass på gulvet, dryppende rødvin blandes med blod rødt av sinne.

Jeg vil jeg vil jeg vil at det skal være deg og meg, at du skal være min og at jeg kan være alt du vil ha, hele tiden, overalt, i hjertet og i hodet og i livet. Men jeg griner når jeg tenker på deg og det singler i knust glass i hjertet mitt når jeg ser noe som minner om deg og det er så jævla vondt at det er slitsomt å løfte hodet fra puta og umulig å reise seg og stå på egne ben. Elsker, elsker ikke - for noen sier du bør ikke, og hjertet ditt det tør ikke, og englene gråter men blør ikke. Salte salte tårer og smaken av blod på leppene og jeg vil jeg vil men alt er så forbanna vanskelig og dagene er lange men går fort og allting er så lenge siden og verden er et annet sted.

Jar of love isn´t dry until the last drop falls

When I'm looking in your eyes
Everything seems to fade away

I know it´s stupid. I know I should´n walk into your trap once again. But I´m afraid it´s already too late. There´s just something about you. Something that blows my brains out and make me scared and helpless, strong and beautiful, confused and confident...

"Hey, my love, I'm sorry but we can't go on 'cause
I'm in love with someone else"
Tell me, what do you want me to say
When you treat me this way

I trusted you once. Never again. Never will I give anyone my heart like I gave it to you. Never will I trust in love like I trusted in yours. Never will I believe it´s all happiness again. Never again.

I love you, maybe
And I hope it goes away
how I want you daily
I know it's gonna stay

I don´t know if it is love. What it was, what it is. It´s gone and it´s back and it´s there forever and never. But every time I see you I die a little inside. Every time I see you I slowly go crazy. The bedroom became the black room and I wasn´t prepared.

Every woman has an itch and every nice girl secretly wants to switch.

You are so self satisfied
Always ready for a ride
Double crossing, lousy cheat, love you anyway
You have warm and tender devils soul, you are so low

She says God never gives you more than you can handle. It´s just breath control. Breath control. I lose my breath and reach for something. Something to hold on to. Like I wanted to hold on to you. When I hated you the most. Hated you till it hurt. Hated you from my white bed. White walls, white sheets, white hours and days. Hated you and loved you and hated that I loved you.

"I'm sorry, should we still go on,
I'm not in love with that someone else"

I always wanted what I couldn´t have. It´s easier that way. But you I wanted when you wanted me and when you didn´t. When you loved me and when you walked away. When you loved her and when you watched me go down in flames. But you only want me when you cannot have me. We´re parts of the same symphony, you and I.

The moment I will step aside,
you're ready for another ride
Walking in the cool night air without underwear
You have red light burning in your soul,
I've seen the glow

You´re a devil in disguise and a God in my eyes and I hate you and love you and hate that I love you. And I need you to be gone. I need some soft, soft drugs, I need to be gone. I need to be somewhere beautiful when I die.

In every dream I have I say:
"I'm not in love with you"
But every day I say I do

And I don´t know what is dream and what is real and what is true and how I feel.
And I´m so tired. So tired and exhausted and I lost my brain somewhere on the way. I cannot breath, I cannot feel.

I wanna keep you alive so there is always the possibility of murder. Later.

My only crime was I fell in love with a lion

As you can see, when you look at me,
I'm pieces of what I used to be.

Last night kind of screwed every plan I ever had. Yes, I admit, I needed something to happen. That was definitely not it. Now the new year is fucked, and I am too, until further instructions.

It's easier when you don't see me
standing on my own two feet.
I'm taller when I sit here still,
you ask are all my dreams fulfilled.

´Cause you don´t see me
and you don´t need me
and you don´t love me
the way I wish you would
the way I know you could

They made me a heart of steel,
the kind them bullets cannot see

But even steel can break. Steel and porcelain. Just like glass. My head is in a glass prison. And for the first time in my life I don´t want it to break free. But there´s ONE basic fact. GLASS IS GONNA BREAK. If you use glass, you´re going to break glass. Broken glass can expose users to what was contained within. Like my head, my mind, my thoughts. And that can be dangerous. Right now I´d say that IS dangerous.

Nothing's what it seems to be,
Empty shell inside of me
I'm not myself, I'm a replica of me

I don´t know me anymore. I don´t know who I´ve become. I turn nightmares into revelations. Stay away from lonely places.

The light is green, My slate is clean,
New life to fill the hole in me

A hole inside. Darkness tearing my soul apart. Green light. Alert! Who am I? I wanna strangle the stars for all they promised me...

I had no name, last December,
Christmas Eve I can't remember
I was in a constant pain,
I saw your shadow in the rain

Christmas - joy, holiday, happiness... Kindness is overrated when you lose control. I wanna watch you lose control. Like I did. Go down in flames. I wanna watch you in the darkness.

I painted all your pictures red,
I wish I had stayed home instead

I wanna go back. You ask me to come home. But nowhere feels like home anymore, so I don´t know where to go. And I can´t go back. Can´t go back. The sound of something terrible happening.

I fall asleep and dream a dream,
I'm floating in the silent stream

A silent stream of nothingness surrounds me. I see a faceless Jesus and a smiling devil dancing in the air in front of me. Where did I go wrong? Oh my God I was there that night!

No-one placing blame on me
But nothing's what it seems to be

I guess it´s all an illusion. At least I know now. I wished for something more, but I guess... I was wrong all along. The world is made of glass. The world is bound to break. I went home but I didn´t go in. Like he boiled down his days to coffee I wanna boil down my life to damp.

Last night kind of screwed up everything. And now all is lost. All is gone. "I´ve come to Los Angeles to die", she says. I came home to live. I guess I chose the wrong path.

I´m home again, I won the war
and now I am behind the door...

Når tiden løper fortest...

(Eksamen. Julegaver. Julebord. Flytte. Trondheim. Bergen. Altfor mange baller i luften. Ingen tid til å holde styr på dem.)

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