My only crime was I fell in love with a lion

As you can see, when you look at me,
I'm pieces of what I used to be.

Last night kind of screwed every plan I ever had. Yes, I admit, I needed something to happen. That was definitely not it. Now the new year is fucked, and I am too, until further instructions.

It's easier when you don't see me
standing on my own two feet.
I'm taller when I sit here still,
you ask are all my dreams fulfilled.

´Cause you don´t see me
and you don´t need me
and you don´t love me
the way I wish you would
the way I know you could

They made me a heart of steel,
the kind them bullets cannot see

But even steel can break. Steel and porcelain. Just like glass. My head is in a glass prison. And for the first time in my life I don´t want it to break free. But there´s ONE basic fact. GLASS IS GONNA BREAK. If you use glass, you´re going to break glass. Broken glass can expose users to what was contained within. Like my head, my mind, my thoughts. And that can be dangerous. Right now I´d say that IS dangerous.

Nothing's what it seems to be,
Empty shell inside of me
I'm not myself, I'm a replica of me

I don´t know me anymore. I don´t know who I´ve become. I turn nightmares into revelations. Stay away from lonely places.

The light is green, My slate is clean,
New life to fill the hole in me

A hole inside. Darkness tearing my soul apart. Green light. Alert! Who am I? I wanna strangle the stars for all they promised me...

I had no name, last December,
Christmas Eve I can't remember
I was in a constant pain,
I saw your shadow in the rain

Christmas - joy, holiday, happiness... Kindness is overrated when you lose control. I wanna watch you lose control. Like I did. Go down in flames. I wanna watch you in the darkness.

I painted all your pictures red,
I wish I had stayed home instead

I wanna go back. You ask me to come home. But nowhere feels like home anymore, so I don´t know where to go. And I can´t go back. Can´t go back. The sound of something terrible happening.

I fall asleep and dream a dream,
I'm floating in the silent stream

A silent stream of nothingness surrounds me. I see a faceless Jesus and a smiling devil dancing in the air in front of me. Where did I go wrong? Oh my God I was there that night!

No-one placing blame on me
But nothing's what it seems to be

I guess it´s all an illusion. At least I know now. I wished for something more, but I guess... I was wrong all along. The world is made of glass. The world is bound to break. I went home but I didn´t go in. Like he boiled down his days to coffee I wanna boil down my life to damp.

Last night kind of screwed up everything. And now all is lost. All is gone. "I´ve come to Los Angeles to die", she says. I came home to live. I guess I chose the wrong path.

I´m home again, I won the war
and now I am behind the door...