Jar of love isn´t dry until the last drop falls

When I'm looking in your eyes
Everything seems to fade away

I know it´s stupid. I know I should´n walk into your trap once again. But I´m afraid it´s already too late. There´s just something about you. Something that blows my brains out and make me scared and helpless, strong and beautiful, confused and confident...

"Hey, my love, I'm sorry but we can't go on 'cause
I'm in love with someone else"
Tell me, what do you want me to say
When you treat me this way

I trusted you once. Never again. Never will I give anyone my heart like I gave it to you. Never will I trust in love like I trusted in yours. Never will I believe it´s all happiness again. Never again.

I love you, maybe
And I hope it goes away
how I want you daily
I know it's gonna stay

I don´t know if it is love. What it was, what it is. It´s gone and it´s back and it´s there forever and never. But every time I see you I die a little inside. Every time I see you I slowly go crazy. The bedroom became the black room and I wasn´t prepared.

Every woman has an itch and every nice girl secretly wants to switch.

You are so self satisfied
Always ready for a ride
Double crossing, lousy cheat, love you anyway
You have warm and tender devils soul, you are so low

She says God never gives you more than you can handle. It´s just breath control. Breath control. I lose my breath and reach for something. Something to hold on to. Like I wanted to hold on to you. When I hated you the most. Hated you till it hurt. Hated you from my white bed. White walls, white sheets, white hours and days. Hated you and loved you and hated that I loved you.

"I'm sorry, should we still go on,
I'm not in love with that someone else"

I always wanted what I couldn´t have. It´s easier that way. But you I wanted when you wanted me and when you didn´t. When you loved me and when you walked away. When you loved her and when you watched me go down in flames. But you only want me when you cannot have me. We´re parts of the same symphony, you and I.

The moment I will step aside,
you're ready for another ride
Walking in the cool night air without underwear
You have red light burning in your soul,
I've seen the glow

You´re a devil in disguise and a God in my eyes and I hate you and love you and hate that I love you. And I need you to be gone. I need some soft, soft drugs, I need to be gone. I need to be somewhere beautiful when I die.

In every dream I have I say:
"I'm not in love with you"
But every day I say I do

And I don´t know what is dream and what is real and what is true and how I feel.
And I´m so tired. So tired and exhausted and I lost my brain somewhere on the way. I cannot breath, I cannot feel.

I wanna keep you alive so there is always the possibility of murder. Later.